Born this GayIt doesn't matter if you're gay or believe in H-I-M (to the M, to the M, to the M)Just express yourself, 'cause God still loves you, baby.Some Christians told me when I was young, that gays are not meant to beIn Sunday school in the Bible they said first came Adam a-and EveBut there's nothing wrong with being gay because I know He loves me anywaysChristians argue that it's still a sin, but loving equals auto win...We are proud to be gay and no we're not a mistakeHe doesn't care and loves us a-anywaysWhat's with this long path of hate, just for not being straight?He doesn't care and loves us a-anyways!Seal your ignorance away. Is
SuicidalHow could you know?How could you possibly understand?The hurt I feel,With a blade in my hand.I hunger for pain,It cuts deep in my veins,Crying every night--Don't come closer,I might just bite!Blood gushing and rushing out,Makes me want to scream and shoutAnger inside, I'm nearly fried.I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't exist,I beat myself up with my fists.Bruises on my face,I run or I'll be chased.The sirens are blaring*Shit!* I start swearing.In my pocket I pull out a ropeBecause I know that for me there's no hope.Tie it to the bridge, then goes my neck,Turn my head side to side, just to check.Jump o
FadingLosing hope in everything,Don't care what the future brings.We're all gonna die anyways, Why not tomorrow, why not today?Tell me the reason, my purpose in life,Tell me, why not suicide?Give me reasons why I should live,If I took my life, could you forgive?I'm sorry, I know you thought I was stronger,But I told you I can't take it any longer.You told me these things, I told you I'm not,I tried, I fought, again I lost.This battle with myself, I've had enough,Endured so much, depression's tough.Battling addiction of self-harm too,You have no idea what I've gone through.I wanted to tell you.. So many times I'd trie
AnorexiaAll this food, the hunger that defeatsAlas, the scale! We finally meet.Weighing a whopping two hundred and thirty,Looking at my body I feel so dirty.So I'm trying something new to help me lose weightI often pass out, but lost one hundred sixty-eight."Anorexia," that's what they all itThey claim it's dangerous and causes trouble--But look at me; I've lost more than double!It's kicking in, I'm feeling those regretsStarving and passing out is what I get.I can see past my skin, straight to my bonesSo limp, so weak; I feel so alone.Take my word of advice, don't starve yourself;If you want to lose weight, find some other
BiSo I like girlsWhat's the big deal?If I tell my parentsTheir hearts may never heal?Should I really be concerned?Should I even care?If I don't let them knowI'd be choking on airYeah I like girlsBut I like guys tooFor now I'm stuck in a rutWhat am I to do?I seem in-denial'Cause that's what people want to hearIt's shoved down my throatI can barely even smile
Don't Give Up, It Gets BetterNo one ever asked about the cuts on her armsHidden with long sleeves, people asked her if she was warmShe thought they didn't notice, that nobody caredBut with dark clothes and long sleeves, how could people not stare?Days passed, then months and years,All that time she held back the tearsSo many cuts and so many scarsThe pain that she felt took her too farThey covered her arms and covered her thighsShe prayed and said, "God just let me die."Why would she throw away such a beautiful life?She felt unloved and alone as she plunged with her knife.One last time--she collapsed to the floor,The pain and misery seeped to he
ConfessionsI'm only human, I'm only meThere's another side that you don't seeI've starved, I've carved into my skin,Hoping to defeat the monster withinIt eats me up, inside and outClouds my mind, fills it with doubtI'm trying so hard to stay strong,You say I'm worth it, but I think you're wrongYou're trying to help me, but I push you away'Cause I know it won't let me believe what you sayThere's more to the story than what you knowThere's more to me than what I showI'm trying so hard to hold on and fightSo keep me near and hold me tight
AddictionI keep everything bottled up,Don't know how to express how I feel.So I harm myself thinking, that it's no big deal.It's such a relief, no wait, it's an addiction.Because speaking out is worse than causing infliction.I don't know how to explain it,But if you've never, then it's hard to comprehend.But when you're all alone,It's like the blade's your only friend.Being alone is the worst,'Cause you're so tempted to give in.You're thinking you might burst,If you don't tear a little at your skin.It's more like a distraction,Or something to control.If you try to hold it off, You feel emptier than whole.I told you it
No one would suspectThat behind the mask I'm cryingBut on the outside I'm tryingTo pretend that I'm alrightAs I'm battling this fightI dress in long sleeves and jeansI hide my scars so they can't be seenNo one would suspectThat inside I'm so wreckedThat I feel so empty 'Cause no one's by my side'Cause I've been a jerk and liedJust trying to protect myself and hideSo many nights I've cried myself to sleepHurting myself wishing the cuts were more deepHow I'm aching inside and outThat I'm filled with so much doubtThat I've hated myself for all these yearsThat behind the smile I hold back the tearsThat in the end I know I've becom
Fuck HatersFuck haters 'cause they're the ones to blameWhen gay kids get depressed and take their lives each day.These haters bag on gay kids and make them feel like shit,Haters tell gays to give up on life and quit.Girls liking girls and guys liking guys,Continuing to tease, leading to suicide.Fuck haters, they tell the gay kids to go "away."We'll all band together and make those haters pay.** Who are they to say what's right and what's "gay?" **Your anti-gay votes help slit their throats.They sit around and mope, slip their necks through the rope.----------------------STR8 & AGAINST H8!DON'T BE H8IN ON THE HOMOS!SOME KIDS A
BrokenThere is a girl who denied what's right,'Cause when she was alone, she couldn't fight.She started losing hope in everything,Stopped trying to see what the future might bring.She gave up on God in Heaven above,She lost her path from the power of love,She wanted everything to go away,She tried to take her life one day.She felt caged up like a bird,She screamed so loud, but nobody heard.Ignored, as if she weren't there,A feeling of emptiness and despair.She kept so much bottled up inside,She always lied so she could hide.Ashamed for always wanting to die;She never looked people in the eyes.Behind her eyes were wor
Untitled OriginalI need God, I need a superhero,I need help to find the way.Without God I've got a heart of stone,I just need to have faith & pray.Without God I feel empty-hearted,Without God I feel so alone.I could be like Danny Ray,With magic, people's minds are blown.Not just that, he's got help from God,Trust in Him & beat the odds.Find your passion to glorify Him,Change someone's day from being dim.You could change a heart through the Lord,Through Him become new & restored."I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"His love for us is greater than we'll ever see.
Free BirdI am deep in thought, there's not much I can doI say I'm fine, but I know that's not trueI tell myself that I will be okayThe words carry on each and every dayI try to assure myself that I'm doing just fineBut I'm slipping away and you haven't noticed the signsIt's like I'm invisible; it's like I'm not hereNo one would care if I actually disappearedYou can tell that my life's precious, that it's so dearI cry myself to sleep at night, shedding every tearThere's no point in life, that I can seeJust let me out, set me free.
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I really, really want to try Queerios. Do you suppose they'd taste like froot loops or something?