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Losing hope in everything,
Don't care what the future brings.
We're all gonna die anyways,
Why not tomorrow, why not today?

Tell me the reason, my purpose in life,
Tell me, why not suicide?
Give me reasons why I should live,
If I took my life, could you forgive?

I'm sorry, I know you thought I was stronger,
But I told you I can't take it any longer.
You told me these things, I told you I'm not,
I tried, I fought, again I lost.

This battle with myself, I've had enough,
Endured so much, depression's tough.
Battling addiction of self-harm too,
You have no idea what I've gone through.

I wanted to tell you.. So many times I'd tried.
"How are you?" "I'm fine," I lied.
When I tried to speak, the right words wouldn't come out,
'Cause for so many years, I filled my mind with doubt.

I was constantly bringing myself down,
Never really felt like I was wanted around.
When the time is right, my life I'll take.
That'll be the last time I break.
Okay, I don't really remember when I wrote this, but yeah, this is kinda a depressing poem that I wrote..

WHICH DOES NOT NECESSARILY MEAN IT'S ABOUT ME. Like, I wrote "Born this Gay," but I'm not gay... it just rhymed with "Born this Way," so I wrote it. ^-^

Still not convinced? Look at my arms, does it look like I self-harm??

Anyways, thought of a random title once again.
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Gowiththaflo Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
....... I don't know what to say..... it's it's well amazing...I guess
Insaneymaney Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Gowiththaflo Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Your very much welcome ^^ I hope things will quiet down a bit.... Anyway I've done something else. That way I will be able to enjoy future art from you =D
MyLoveForYouEternity Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I love this poem and I actually use to do it....and I always wondered these questions.... Anyways great job on it :)
Insaneymaney Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks! :)
MyLoveForYouEternity Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :)
PikachuEatsU Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012  Student Artisan Crafter
This is a really good poem that refers to me well.
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